Fat experiences

Hesitation on starting out

When you were in the beginning before you were fat and were deciding whether you should do it or not, did any one of you have any hesitations? And for those of you who did but ended up gaining a lot of weight and loving it, what pushed you to start gaining?
Because I recently was thinking about doing it but am a little unsure about it since it's a change of lifestyle but it does sound nice.
3 years